I am just reading through the posts from that time, and from 1 year later.
2 years ago, my emotions could be summarised as:
1 year ago, I could summarise them as
Today, I could summarise my feelings as
- wise (is that a feeling?)
- In control.
We don't have to confront everything. Sometimes the less we know, the better.
A lot of stuff I was worried would happen 2 years ago did actually materialise. And you know what? I am ok. Great, in fact. Things were bad at the time but you do survive, and get stronger. It sounds cliched but it is true.
I am living the life I wanted to live. Contented, conscious and grateful.